Everyone needs to know their personal boundry line for what they will and won't do. And if you do indeed ross that line, you had better have good friends who will pull you back over. Because sometimes we lose ourselves and can't find the line anymore.

~*~

Well, last night I found out a good friend of mine that I had met in my Junior year in High School was found dead. Apparently he'd been dead from about Saturday last week. My brother, who told me because he found out in Marching Band, hadn't been told how my friend died, but I think no one knows beyond the people around him in California and his parents.

He was such a sweet guy, I'll really really miss him. He found out on Valentines Day that I didn't have a "valentine" so he stated that he would be mine because he didn't have one either. He graduated that year, my Junior year, and enlisted in the Navy or some other branch that I've forgotten. He moved around a lot, and at this point had been moved to California.

We'll miss you, Kyle! RIP and thanks for making my Valentines Day so much more better.

clubs:


Hope to be:


friends (or those i consider friends ^^ distant AND close):



Look! my brother's on devart too ^^

Everyone needs to know their personal boundry line for what they will and won't do. And if you do indeed ross that line, you had better have good friends who will pull you back over. Because sometimes we lose ourselves and can't find the line anymore.

~*~

Before I start: Wow, two journals back to back in two days. I must be sick. I think I just really want to put off posting in the English blog I have. Bloody 'ell. Need to do that before tomorrow. Ugh.

History midterm was today. Gag me with a spoon. Hope I did ok considering I just found out I had it this morning after I woke up and was stumbling out the door weakly (apparently having eaten only one meal a day saps energy).

Meh. Only a couple more weeks. Need sleep now though, I'm not functioning right and I just want to sleep so bad. Will do that when I get home and then I will post on the damn blog.

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Now, on a more serious note, the last post was commenting about dead bees. Now, I keep seeing them everywhere, but now it just isn't bees, it's birds. Rounded a corner and stumbled to the side as a nearly stepped on a fully grown crow on the ground, dead. Not bloody, just dead... like the bees.

And coming through the trees on the way to campus, a dear in the brush, dead on the ground. I think it was hit by a car, not sure. All I know was that I had to get away and fast or I was going to be sick.

Dreamin' about the bees though. Black and White, in the dark, tripping over them. They're all just gone and I can't get them out of my head. Shouldn't be scary, but they won't let me sleep, dammit.

I want to know what's killing them. I hurt, I don't know. I can't breath when I look at them, I always pause and state. What the hell is going on? What the hell are we doing?

clubs:


Hope to be:


friends (or those i consider friends ^^ distant AND close):



Look! my brother's on devart too ^^

Everyone needs to know their personal boundry line for what they will and won't do. And if you do indeed ross that line, you had better have good friends who will pull you back over. Because sometimes we lose ourselves and can't find the line anymore.

~*~

Ignore the title, just curiosity as I walked out of my house and noticed three dead bees and then a couple more at the campus before I caught my bus to the OTHER campus. There I saw many MANY bees. Dead. Among the living and flying around my bloody feet. >O

We moved. Yup. No excuse for my inactivity though, so nyu. There will be pictures coming in the near future (ie within the month. hopefully). No, I haven't stopped drawing. Yes, I am lazy as sin and I haven't scanned them in. ¬.¬ So what? That'll come eventually too. I DID install the scanner equipment into my lappie now so I CAN do it.

Umm... why did I may this journal? Damn. No idea.

But, I do have this to say: I'M BACK TO THE ONE PIECE FANDOM BITCHES!!! KEKEKEEE.

What I miss? 8D

...hsgajflfklkf f**K. Gone for two years and all hell breaks loss, shite guys O: New crew member, Going Merry is gone (May The Going Merry RIP) and The Thousand Sunny is up and rearing, Robin gets kidnapped, Luffy has weird as hell attacks, Zoro can make himself a bloody octopus, and Sanji can light his leg on fire by spinning (and keep his pants intact, midn you). WTF mate?

o_O I need to get my arse in gear and WATCH this damn Water 7/Ennies Lobby arc...

8D
Have fun! And watch this video, dammit!
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clubs:


Hope to be:


friends (or those i consider friends ^^ distant AND close):



Look! my brother's on devart too ^^

Everyone needs to know their personal boundry line for what they will and won't do. And if you do indeed ross that line, you had better have good friends who will pull you back over. Because sometimes we lose ourselves and can't find the line anymore.

~*~

I don't think there has ever been a time in my life where all I've wanted to do is scream. I want to yell at someone. I dunno, just damn.

I need sleep. I'm so sick of people right now. Damn ten hour car ride. Just... damn.

clubs:


Hope to be:


friends (or those i consider friends ^^ distant AND close):



Look! my brother's on devart too ^^

Everyone needs to know their personal boundry line for what they will and won't do. And if you do indeed ross that line, you had better have good friends who will pull you back over. Because sometimes we lose ourselves and can't find the line anymore.

~*~

So I have an idea for an interesting Cosplay. Got it on the bus on the way to college. It would be a wicked single cosplay, but it would be sweet if I could get a group in on it. It would suit the source if we got 4 or 5 people. I know Shadow will want in on it and I know the character she'll want.

More later. Class soon.

clubs:


Hope to be:


friends (or those i consider friends ^^ distant AND close):



Look! my brother's on devart too ^^